Boosmörgåsbord

Exhausted.
Mom’s been acting so utterly horrible for the past few days and it’s wearing me out. I have to clean up after she breaks stuff. I have to listen to her slam things about. She’ll cuss me out for asking her a question. She’ll hang up on me on when talking to her on the phone. She chopped off a bunch of her hair and I had to clean that up, she just left it there on the floor. She threw my cat into my room so hard that I was worried his legs would break. She kicks everything.

There’s no apologies. There’s just bossing me around and treating me like shit for every little thing, then pretending she never did it. I don’t do this to her or anybody no matter how angry I am or how bad I feel. Why is it okay for her to do it me? Why is she so special?